What is the meaning of
this?
Let me just say, first and foremost, I am not only shocked, but... extremely hurt, at the same time. You lied to me, Alphonse. No, I... take it back, you hid this from me, which is-- it's just as good as lying to me. Did you hope that I would not find out about this? Or that I would automatically think Eros was out of line for saying what he did, and take your side? I apologize, Alphonse, but that is not how it works.
As you said, and rather callously, I might add -- family comes first, hm? Blood is thicker than water and all that nonsense? I am appalled that you would say such a thing, and not only that... seemingly have no faith in me, whatsoever. I love you, Alphonse. I love you deeply and wholly, and it matters not whether I have one or a hundred lovers aside from you, the fact remains that... that I love you. I have given you all I had, and it's just not good enough because I am unlike your Brother. I cannot compete with the standards that he has set.
...A-and, as such... this - us - cannot work. I hope you find solace in your brother's arms, for mine are no longer able to provide you with what you need.