[Locked from Hyacinth; Failed Lock from Everyone Else] ...

[sine_sole_sileo]

I can't take it. I simply cannot. It hurts too much to keep a smile on my face and act as though all he is to me is a friend. Nothing more.

I... I. It hurts. Oh gods, it hurts... I don't know what to do.

His rejection has killed me.

ETA:

[Locked to Eros]

Please, Eros. Please tell me you didn't do this to Hyacinthus. I am not accusing you, but... It... it reminds me sickeningly like what happened to Daphne.

[/Locked to Eros]