valentines day = the worst holiday EVER.
yea so some bad shit happened today that made me kinda hurt and upset...i cant even say it but it did. i had a fun time with my owen today. we walked home with hannah and bought stuff at cvs. we walked to my house and found that my aunt left me a valentine. so yeah me and owen split the m&m's. hannah and her had TAQUITOS and i had spaghetti o's. then hannah had to leave and me and sarah just hung around and did shit. we fucked with a few peoples head online. and had dinner when my mom came home. jay and chloe came over, and chloes sick so it kinda sucked and she was afraid of owen, lmao. tomorrow i have advisory (FUCK) and i have an orthodontist appt. after school. im just wicked upset cuz of whats been happening lately and stuff. and i barely even talked to him today...so besides the fact that i had a fucking blast with sarah today, im still wicked upset, and i feel wicked bad about it cuz everyone keeps telling me to cheer up and put a smile on and its just SO FUCKING HARD not to just fall deeper. and it just feels like im so fucked up because i have all these wicked fucking awesome people beside me and it just feels like im nothing. i hate the way everything keeps turning out, and its just making me sooo fucking pissed. lately it just feels like nothing can make me better, and i dont know, maybe im right.
xoxo,
me
xoxo,
me