I wish I hadn't learned how to slit my wrists
you were the heart of my soul...
and im sorry I couldn't tell you..but now it's over
you're gone and its time to forget
im crying
if I bled as much as it hurt to forget you I would be drowning in red
I am.
I have to do it. And nobody's words are the same as yours. Nobody's heart is the same as yours. And you don't even exist anymore. You were the love of my life 2 years ago and I was too scared to say it and now you don't exist and you're not who you were and I'm not the girl I was anymore.
and I want somebody who looked at me with eyes I couldnt believe. A hundred guys have looked at me. But nobody ever looked at me that way.
if you were in front of me, the way you were, the way we used to be, I would taste the sweet poison on your lips and leave this world right now.
Nobody's lips taste the way yours used to. Not even your lips today. Your voice changed. It doesn't save me anymore.
I wish I hadn't learned. I wish I hadn't learned how to french kiss. How to smoke pot. How to lie. How to betray myself. How to fuck you till you screamed. I wish I hadn't learned how to slit my wrists.
and im sorry I couldn't tell you..but now it's over
you're gone and its time to forget
im crying
if I bled as much as it hurt to forget you I would be drowning in red
I am.
I have to do it. And nobody's words are the same as yours. Nobody's heart is the same as yours. And you don't even exist anymore. You were the love of my life 2 years ago and I was too scared to say it and now you don't exist and you're not who you were and I'm not the girl I was anymore.
and I want somebody who looked at me with eyes I couldnt believe. A hundred guys have looked at me. But nobody ever looked at me that way.
if you were in front of me, the way you were, the way we used to be, I would taste the sweet poison on your lips and leave this world right now.
Nobody's lips taste the way yours used to. Not even your lips today. Your voice changed. It doesn't save me anymore.
I wish I hadn't learned. I wish I hadn't learned how to french kiss. How to smoke pot. How to lie. How to betray myself. How to fuck you till you screamed. I wish I hadn't learned how to slit my wrists.