Jan 10, 2008 15:32
As I sit here in Denvers airport going back home to NYC from New Mexico, I feel heart broken. While I was in Albuquerque, I seen my family dog, Nala, get put down of old age. I seen both of my parent getting older and wanting me to move back. I seen my Aunt being defeated by cancer, a younger cousin, with a heart of gold turning into a beautiul young lady. A brother realizing life is not all fun and games. A best friend raising the most beautiful family. A dry hard land being revived... New Mexico touched me this time around.
NewYork is my home now. My job is hard. My life is revolving around work, so life isnt too easy. Spanish lessons are on there way. Friends are stable. My memory is getting worse, I cant remember anything for the life of me. Anxiety is riding high due to work. Im getting older and not really having any qualms with it. I want to lead a healthier life, I want so much. Im thinking I want a family, but first need to find a sweet lady to settle down with. Dating is difficult when leasure time is not available. I need to think about where I want to reside. The new year is going well thus far and I see it only getting better as time passes.