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it feels so good to finally be hot and sweating. It doesnt fully feel like summer, although to get some sun and warmth makes me feel new. This summer is going to be short, but Im going to make the most of it.
There is a situation Im really confused about in life. I have this friend who has been dear to me nearly longer than most friends in my life, and I feel like I hurt her. Years ago I lead her to not trust me, and although I genuinely asked her for her forgiveness and apologized, I dont think she'll ever trust me the way I would like her to. Nonetheless, I meet her good friend, whom she's smittened by, and have invited her NY to play with me for a couple of weeks. I have no intentions with her/our friend other than BEING friends... but she doesnt believe either of us. All I can say is nothing is going to happen, but ultimately it is up to her to believe us. Sadly all I can say is we going to hang out with one another regardless of jealousy issues, but I just wish we had the okay from the third friend... it make it that much easier.
What else is going on? Ive been going to tons of live shows and rocken out like no tomorrow... its a blast. ALso, it BBQ season so my friends and I have been smoking meat like no tomorrow....yummmmmmy brisket and pork shoulders.
Other than the usually ho-hum nyc stuff, life is spectacular per usual.
There is a situation Im really confused about in life. I have this friend who has been dear to me nearly longer than most friends in my life, and I feel like I hurt her. Years ago I lead her to not trust me, and although I genuinely asked her for her forgiveness and apologized, I dont think she'll ever trust me the way I would like her to. Nonetheless, I meet her good friend, whom she's smittened by, and have invited her NY to play with me for a couple of weeks. I have no intentions with her/our friend other than BEING friends... but she doesnt believe either of us. All I can say is nothing is going to happen, but ultimately it is up to her to believe us. Sadly all I can say is we going to hang out with one another regardless of jealousy issues, but I just wish we had the okay from the third friend... it make it that much easier.
What else is going on? Ive been going to tons of live shows and rocken out like no tomorrow... its a blast. ALso, it BBQ season so my friends and I have been smoking meat like no tomorrow....yummmmmmy brisket and pork shoulders.
Other than the usually ho-hum nyc stuff, life is spectacular per usual.