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The wedge between my brother and I can't be any bigger right now. I spoke to him today and he tells me that he and his girlfriend of many years are engaged. Not that Im not happy for him, but I dont know if this is the wisest decision for him (although I am bias). As soon as he told me I laughed, then quickly congratulated him. He tells me of their plans and how I should prepare myself, but honestly, it's not something I want to be apart of. Bitter enough you think? Im going to see him in a couple of weeks and Im sure that going to be awkward as hell for me. Why cant I just get over it and be happy for him? I have some serious issues to deal with.
To sooth my emotions I went on a bike ride and bought new winter bike riding gear for the rest of the months. I plan to ride my bike to work tomorrow. The weather isnt as bad as it was last year and I should take advantage of it.
Ive cleaned the heck out my apartment so now I just make dinner and rest for the night. I'm on my polish kick, so Im going to make pirogies, apple chicken sausage and pork sauerkraut. sounds good right, I'm going to invite my friend over and get ready.
To sooth my emotions I went on a bike ride and bought new winter bike riding gear for the rest of the months. I plan to ride my bike to work tomorrow. The weather isnt as bad as it was last year and I should take advantage of it.
Ive cleaned the heck out my apartment so now I just make dinner and rest for the night. I'm on my polish kick, so Im going to make pirogies, apple chicken sausage and pork sauerkraut. sounds good right, I'm going to invite my friend over and get ready.