cannot sleep
thinking of erasing most of my livejournal...i guess i just don't like my past or something..so maybe i'll leave it there for a few more days...hm or i don't want to let go and with my life at the moment letting go of all these things about the past that make me feel queasy may be good...
another thing..i think i hate to go to goth clubs in LA it is so lame that i just want to be wasteddrunk as soon as i'm there...not that i hate my friends or whatever but really...when you want the pretentious people they seem to know it and hide.
Do I just tend to have some kind of hate for any place i live in...part of me changing is becoming more optimistic...hard for someone who loves sarcasm the way i do...
I think of moving again insomnia...it gets worse and worse... LA lkes to be a daytime city... the other people awake all night are tweaked out or doing drugs or working overnyght...haha or maybe running a donut shop
those who dream by day are more cognizant than those who dream by night
another thing..i think i hate to go to goth clubs in LA it is so lame that i just want to be wasteddrunk as soon as i'm there...not that i hate my friends or whatever but really...when you want the pretentious people they seem to know it and hide.
Do I just tend to have some kind of hate for any place i live in...part of me changing is becoming more optimistic...hard for someone who loves sarcasm the way i do...
I think of moving again insomnia...it gets worse and worse... LA lkes to be a daytime city... the other people awake all night are tweaked out or doing drugs or working overnyght...haha or maybe running a donut shop
those who dream by day are more cognizant than those who dream by night