Oct 21, 2004 00:16
this is just basically so all of you who actually read my live journal posts can know that i am enraged at the moment.
i signed up to work for MFA at the ministry show in NYC tonight weeks ago and i got no response so i figured that they had found someone else. well i just checked my email and it said "just a reminder we are expecting you at BB King's in NYc tonight. sent on october 18 today is the 20 i am sitting here in scranton T MY BOyfriend's i am kicking myself and stabbing my heart with the fact that this something i really cared about about. FUCK!!!@@ so i drank a bunch of rummplemeints and at leats i'll get sex later but FUCK! to worka ministry show for mfa! i hate this god i want to doe