Past and Current Life
In a Past Life...
You Were: A Forlorn Monk.
Where You Lived: China.
How You Died: Natural causes.
Who Were You In a Past Life?
Hm, always worth seeing one of these.
I'm getting so frustrated and fed-up with Darek, now that he's pulling all these "you're just trying to avoid me and you don't have time for me or love me" bull crap. I swear, if I could count how many hours I've put into the bastard from making him cheer up to dealing with the emotional abuse he puts me thru, it'd take up a full two months without a spare minute. What really bothers me is that I compromise so many of my morals to make him feel better or feel happy, and I can't even say WHY I do it. But now, saying that not only am I lying to him about my scheduling, but saying I don't make time for him..... Christ! I was up to nearly two AM just trying to console the little prick. Being yourself around people who are determined to own you psychologically is quite impossible. Especially since I've just recently started to let loose and be a little wilder. I'm quite a bit happier just laughing at nothing, and saying bizarre stuff in my peculiar accents. When I'm writing, I can be serious, but when I'm talking to other people, we're all so crazy and overworked there's no need to be rational or serious. So, I'll just have to gather my act and let Darek find himself a new vent for his problems.
Bugger....
Hope all is well for everyone!
-~*)
P.S. Nichi, call me or somethin', I completely missed you at the beach and at the concert. We need to get slurpees and go swimming!
You Were: A Forlorn Monk.
Where You Lived: China.
How You Died: Natural causes.
Who Were You In a Past Life?
Hm, always worth seeing one of these.
I'm getting so frustrated and fed-up with Darek, now that he's pulling all these "you're just trying to avoid me and you don't have time for me or love me" bull crap. I swear, if I could count how many hours I've put into the bastard from making him cheer up to dealing with the emotional abuse he puts me thru, it'd take up a full two months without a spare minute. What really bothers me is that I compromise so many of my morals to make him feel better or feel happy, and I can't even say WHY I do it. But now, saying that not only am I lying to him about my scheduling, but saying I don't make time for him..... Christ! I was up to nearly two AM just trying to console the little prick. Being yourself around people who are determined to own you psychologically is quite impossible. Especially since I've just recently started to let loose and be a little wilder. I'm quite a bit happier just laughing at nothing, and saying bizarre stuff in my peculiar accents. When I'm writing, I can be serious, but when I'm talking to other people, we're all so crazy and overworked there's no need to be rational or serious. So, I'll just have to gather my act and let Darek find himself a new vent for his problems.
Bugger....
Hope all is well for everyone!
-~*)
P.S. Nichi, call me or somethin', I completely missed you at the beach and at the concert. We need to get slurpees and go swimming!