I feel like I've been here before..
Minute Update and Overview
I'm getting my period and I couldn't be more irritated with life and people in general. I've almost hit 3 people with my car just because #1 i'm speeding because i wanna run into something stationary and #2 because people in california never pay attention to the road. WHY? Because they are too busy being gay sauce. ::stretches::
I'd write this in my blog on myspace but why bother, everyone and their fuckin cuzin will be in my ass to figure out how I feel and yada yada yada. Sometimes you just feel like kickin someone in the face. It's a given.
I took a Midol but it doesn't seem to be working. I'm just really irritated and like EVERYONE can tell. Apparently, everyone can. My voice betrays my irritation with the masses and I haven't the energy to ACT like I give a damn about your feelings.
Does that make me a men person? FUCK NO, I just want you to Die. n.n!
My roomie's had her boy over for the WHOLE FUCKIN WEEKEND, I Haven't had a chance to run around in my underwear like. AT ALL. But I did get my scholarship money and I did do some things I'd been meaning to do from the get go.
What would I like to do be doing right now? Having some serious hw time but I just don't see how it's supposed to be working. I have literally 4 days to finish my project 4 and then I have to turn it in and do my porfolio before leaving for Cancun. Then I'm in America for ......1 week and I leave out for Japan.
So Word to everyone and their cuzin.
I will not be near the Internet for May 31 until June 20th. So do me a favor and send me regular email at the destination I have publicized on my Livejournal.
If you do not have the email, and you still want to say hi....ugh.. figure out some ingenious way to do so. :) Like leaving anonymous messages in reply to my sporatically updated but checked daily l.j. website.
I'm going to miss everyone and I think I'll be royally homesick but I'm a strong willed chica.
I'm really fatigued and I realized that now because all I been doing lately is sleeping. :) :cute:
[b]
Life Situational Update[/b]
I'm moving in with my homie from 2 years ago, my frat sister of love, Steph-chan. So Mel's moving out. Bummer man, super but yah I'll have to kick it with her outside of school. It feels akward I think our situation is rather okay but lately I've just been too pms-sy to enjoy living with ANYONE. ::listens to the mexican neighbor singing at the top of his lungs:: Dear God......
::eats a sandwhich:: I'd like to eat cookie dough and not feel like a fat ass but I think I'll deny myself the pleasure. I ate a whole bunch of shit that made me nauseas by the end of Yesterday.
My Cinco de Mayo was great :) Me and Steph drank and watched Narnia. That's exactly what us cranky old folks like to do. :) And we danced at Relay for Life. We didn't do much relaying but we enjoyed delicious yum yum's together. I made a new friend and learned about "mouth feel".
Life's good.
I'm just pmsing.
[b]Love And General Bullshit Area[/b]
My pets are wicked adorable. They should all get togethe and work on getting me a cute pink roto. Why? Because I want one, why? Because it's a symbol of Japanese Cultural Society that will transcend time and language barriers. Plus, OH MY GOD IT'S SO CUTE AND HENTAI!
Hum, The canjun rice at Popeye's is delicious. Koroma's good to me, and I'm learning that I'm really loved by people.
It's taken like 22 fuckin years and I just now get it. ::smils::
AWWW Sinda-chan Learning! Also, cereal is the cure-all for bad feelings. Eat enough corn pops and you're soo hyped up on sugar that life's good.
or eat cajun rice and breath through communication on your journal. ANY journal. I have 3. I mean really....
I saw Chris of Rice at Spiderman 3 and Jaysin got hella made that I pointed that out. He ended up calling me yesterday and made me feel loved. He's such a nice person. I'm really surprised by him. Sometimes I get hom but most times I don't; and it's okay like that. We still hella relate to one another on some level.
Maelynn will forever be crazy and Meli.. Well we're working on making that broken machine start chugging again.
Concerned the queen of denial, I'm cool. Mae's gonna have a bbq and she told both of us that the respective bane is coming, ::shrugs:: I could careless, it means nothing to me and honestly doesn't warrant a mention here but I'll do it anyway. Just so you know, so I can practice COMMUNICATING. <- please note the irony and sarcasm in my words.
I really like mustard in my sandwhiches, if it has no mustard it is the devil. and Pickles. It must have pickles. It can like have only 3 slices of meat but it must have all of these other things. I'm feeling real good right now.
Eating and a nap- plus bitching. can't forget that.. It's made me feel a lot better. I think I can put foot to ass in my hw right now. My cat hasn't left my side all day she can sensemy rage but she knows it is a trivisl thing. She understands, or rather enjoys being with me regardless of my personal hang-ups. Humans must really be fickle odd creatures to her.
Thank you's and Other stuff.
A family friend's husband died about 3 weeks ago. Joe was an awesome man. An awesome and delightful presence, and he will be missed. I'm not quite sure how his widow is taking it but he was 80 something and he died at home right after he got out the hospital. Just came home n had his heart attack and died.
That's really sad but I'd rather die at my home than in some sterile foreign hospital where I can't relax and everything smells like disinfectant. I mean really, how the fuck does that make ANYONE wanna get better? Is it just because it's so NASTY that you want to leave? ::thinking::
Other than that, ::dances around her room::
TANGENT
I like this song, "Here it goes again". ::nods:: it's nice. time to do hw and feel good about myself. ::closes her bedroom door, turns the music up, and ignore EVERYTHING ELSE::
"Don't let me lose this feelings
It's real fragile.
It's real neat,
and breakable like porcelain."
-Sin, 5-6-07
I'm getting my period and I couldn't be more irritated with life and people in general. I've almost hit 3 people with my car just because #1 i'm speeding because i wanna run into something stationary and #2 because people in california never pay attention to the road. WHY? Because they are too busy being gay sauce. ::stretches::
I'd write this in my blog on myspace but why bother, everyone and their fuckin cuzin will be in my ass to figure out how I feel and yada yada yada. Sometimes you just feel like kickin someone in the face. It's a given.
I took a Midol but it doesn't seem to be working. I'm just really irritated and like EVERYONE can tell. Apparently, everyone can. My voice betrays my irritation with the masses and I haven't the energy to ACT like I give a damn about your feelings.
Does that make me a men person? FUCK NO, I just want you to Die. n.n!
My roomie's had her boy over for the WHOLE FUCKIN WEEKEND, I Haven't had a chance to run around in my underwear like. AT ALL. But I did get my scholarship money and I did do some things I'd been meaning to do from the get go.
What would I like to do be doing right now? Having some serious hw time but I just don't see how it's supposed to be working. I have literally 4 days to finish my project 4 and then I have to turn it in and do my porfolio before leaving for Cancun. Then I'm in America for ......1 week and I leave out for Japan.
So Word to everyone and their cuzin.
I will not be near the Internet for May 31 until June 20th. So do me a favor and send me regular email at the destination I have publicized on my Livejournal.
If you do not have the email, and you still want to say hi....ugh.. figure out some ingenious way to do so. :) Like leaving anonymous messages in reply to my sporatically updated but checked daily l.j. website.
I'm going to miss everyone and I think I'll be royally homesick but I'm a strong willed chica.
I'm really fatigued and I realized that now because all I been doing lately is sleeping. :) :cute:
[b]
Life Situational Update[/b]
I'm moving in with my homie from 2 years ago, my frat sister of love, Steph-chan. So Mel's moving out. Bummer man, super but yah I'll have to kick it with her outside of school. It feels akward I think our situation is rather okay but lately I've just been too pms-sy to enjoy living with ANYONE. ::listens to the mexican neighbor singing at the top of his lungs:: Dear God......
::eats a sandwhich:: I'd like to eat cookie dough and not feel like a fat ass but I think I'll deny myself the pleasure. I ate a whole bunch of shit that made me nauseas by the end of Yesterday.
My Cinco de Mayo was great :) Me and Steph drank and watched Narnia. That's exactly what us cranky old folks like to do. :) And we danced at Relay for Life. We didn't do much relaying but we enjoyed delicious yum yum's together. I made a new friend and learned about "mouth feel".
Life's good.
I'm just pmsing.
[b]Love And General Bullshit Area[/b]
My pets are wicked adorable. They should all get togethe and work on getting me a cute pink roto. Why? Because I want one, why? Because it's a symbol of Japanese Cultural Society that will transcend time and language barriers. Plus, OH MY GOD IT'S SO CUTE AND HENTAI!
Hum, The canjun rice at Popeye's is delicious. Koroma's good to me, and I'm learning that I'm really loved by people.
It's taken like 22 fuckin years and I just now get it. ::smils::
AWWW Sinda-chan Learning! Also, cereal is the cure-all for bad feelings. Eat enough corn pops and you're soo hyped up on sugar that life's good.
or eat cajun rice and breath through communication on your journal. ANY journal. I have 3. I mean really....
I saw Chris of Rice at Spiderman 3 and Jaysin got hella made that I pointed that out. He ended up calling me yesterday and made me feel loved. He's such a nice person. I'm really surprised by him. Sometimes I get hom but most times I don't; and it's okay like that. We still hella relate to one another on some level.
Maelynn will forever be crazy and Meli.. Well we're working on making that broken machine start chugging again.
Concerned the queen of denial, I'm cool. Mae's gonna have a bbq and she told both of us that the respective bane is coming, ::shrugs:: I could careless, it means nothing to me and honestly doesn't warrant a mention here but I'll do it anyway. Just so you know, so I can practice COMMUNICATING. <- please note the irony and sarcasm in my words.
I really like mustard in my sandwhiches, if it has no mustard it is the devil. and Pickles. It must have pickles. It can like have only 3 slices of meat but it must have all of these other things. I'm feeling real good right now.
Eating and a nap- plus bitching. can't forget that.. It's made me feel a lot better. I think I can put foot to ass in my hw right now. My cat hasn't left my side all day she can sensemy rage but she knows it is a trivisl thing. She understands, or rather enjoys being with me regardless of my personal hang-ups. Humans must really be fickle odd creatures to her.
Thank you's and Other stuff.
A family friend's husband died about 3 weeks ago. Joe was an awesome man. An awesome and delightful presence, and he will be missed. I'm not quite sure how his widow is taking it but he was 80 something and he died at home right after he got out the hospital. Just came home n had his heart attack and died.
That's really sad but I'd rather die at my home than in some sterile foreign hospital where I can't relax and everything smells like disinfectant. I mean really, how the fuck does that make ANYONE wanna get better? Is it just because it's so NASTY that you want to leave? ::thinking::
Other than that, ::dances around her room::
TANGENT
I like this song, "Here it goes again". ::nods:: it's nice. time to do hw and feel good about myself. ::closes her bedroom door, turns the music up, and ignore EVERYTHING ELSE::
"Don't let me lose this feelings
It's real fragile.
It's real neat,
and breakable like porcelain."
-Sin, 5-6-07