Astonished and in AWE

Jul 01, 2004 03:15

I sat here tonight and i stared at jami as she was playing on the computer and doing other things. I cant believe how truly blessed i am to have her in my life. I stare into her eyes and i cant help but think how much i love her. I see her and i melt into a pool of jello. She is beautiful and truly everything i ever wanted. I look at her and fall in love all over again. I cant stand being away from her even for a min and i cant even think of life with out her. I taste her on my lips and i become lost in passion. I cannot help myself , i just have to touch her and feel her to know she's real. i mean every time i place myself in her and further are union i push myself to the brink of death and for a split moment at the peak of the sensation i see into heaven. Then i fall back still holding my angel. Sometimes i lose myself in thought and ponder enigmas that in life are common to have simple answers. I mean things may get hard and seem impossible but i feel we can get through it, we truly were meant for each other and i know allot of people will say thats allot of bullshit or crap but you know i dont care. I have lived a life of hell and mutilation, i have damned myself to the pits of hell long ago and if i did anything to you normally i would say Fuck You...but i am starting a new life here and i am trying to fix all the issues i have created in my past and try to make amends of all things i have done wrong. I have made my pease with GOD and i can say things have been much better sense i left the devils side. I have been here in Ny for over a month now and livening with her in her room and what not and i have not had one bad day really. i have truly been happy.

*******Caution dont read more info on my personal things**********

So Jami was umm taking feel for the unit and noticed that the umm size has increased again and then proceeded to umm test out the new size not in a full coarse but just a taste and all i can say was WOW it was very nice and well appreciated. I do love her so.
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