freeeeeezing

Feb 09, 2007 16:26

so im really starting to get sick of this stupid cycle of depession i have ( Read more... )

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the_omega_code February 11 2007, 04:38:47 UTC
Yeaaaaahhh brother. I've been in such an odd mood state. My doctor's upped my med's again. And so now I am manic. I've been running into things and hitting my head. But you know what? I am not going to stop taking the higher dosage. I have felt so fucking shitty for so long. I don't care anymore. I don't care if I become so high I become delusional.

But enough about me.

Don't worry my dear what the world thinks of you. Only you truly know yourself and your feeling's. If you spend time considering what others think of you, and their feeling's, you will never have time to tend to your own and will find you are exhausted. If anything, take this time as reflection and get to know yourself and establish who you are as a person. So often, we begin to build ourselves around others perception's, and we become (for better or worse) what others have made us out to be. Not to say that is what has happened here with you. But beware, it's easy to fall into that.

You are your own person; unique and amazing. You have the love of an amazing man and support of your friend's. We will all see you through it, and you will rise above this mental storm and turmoil. Keep strong. I know it sounds ironic coming from me who has lost all sense of strength. But you have it in you, weather you know it or not. You've come a long way. Don't forget your struggle's because they have shaped you into the person you are today. Don't let others belittle you, your history, or your present feeling's.

I'll talk to you soon. Chin up!

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