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Yea.... so thats two practices this week that got fudged over because of people not showing... its starting to fucking irritate me but w/e..... I need something to do tonight... I want someone to hang out with and chill and relax with.... mostly a girl.... I thought that I would have a certain person to hang with but I guess I wasn't first on their list... w/e....
I'm so tired and out of things lately... I just feel like BLAH! Yup! BLAH!
I need to play on sunday... even though we haven't really practice... its going to be awesome still... and a great time... and if we fuck up... blame it on the drummer haha!
Anyway.... Nothing really exciting for the next couple of days...just work.... thats about it... gay...
Nothing really exciting has happened for me at all this summer... I wish that would change... but I guess I wish to much cause nothing ever does change...
Yesterday was my last counciling appointment for awhile... and I layed it on the table about how it was bothering me that my mom makes me live here when theres plenty of other options to let me live where I really want to live... yet she rahter keep me here and see me unhappy... and that is what she wants to do.... I find it quite sad that thats the case with us... I guess I see how much she truly does care for me when she rather see me miserable.... because "mother knows best" right?
Fuck!
Save me... please?
I'm so tired and out of things lately... I just feel like BLAH! Yup! BLAH!
I need to play on sunday... even though we haven't really practice... its going to be awesome still... and a great time... and if we fuck up... blame it on the drummer haha!
Anyway.... Nothing really exciting for the next couple of days...just work.... thats about it... gay...
Nothing really exciting has happened for me at all this summer... I wish that would change... but I guess I wish to much cause nothing ever does change...
Yesterday was my last counciling appointment for awhile... and I layed it on the table about how it was bothering me that my mom makes me live here when theres plenty of other options to let me live where I really want to live... yet she rahter keep me here and see me unhappy... and that is what she wants to do.... I find it quite sad that thats the case with us... I guess I see how much she truly does care for me when she rather see me miserable.... because "mother knows best" right?
Fuck!
Save me... please?