"The greatest lovers were murders first!"
So, I haven't made a post in over a month. Pretty crazy. I've become very detached from the computer, which I absolutely love. It makes me even more detached with the drama that comes along with all this stuff.
Things in my life are great. My future is very promising. Whether or not I make it with OBAB, or I do go to college, I know I'm very capable of doing both. I know when I set my mind to one of those things I will succeed, and if OBAB doesn't succeed now for whatever reasons, then I will go to college, succeed in my education, and then go back to making music with a band. And even when I do go to college I know I can be happy because of what I want to go for. Either way, music is going to stay a very essential part of my life. And that's why I know my future is promising.
My personal life has been great. I'm close to my family, which I sort of lost touch of for awhile. Carolyn and I are amazing, as usual. Our plans for an apartment are starting to roll. We're actually getting extremely lucky, as we wont have to really buy many essentials because her Nonie's house is full of them and pretty much at our disposal. I'm extremely thankful for that. We'll get a refrigerator that's pretty much new, a washer and dryer, silverware, dishes, possibly a tv, all ready to go, and whatever sentimental things Carolyn chooses. It's definitely a comforting feeling. We're set on the end of Feb, probably the last weekend. We're starting the search in the beginning of Feb. It's truly exciting.
As for friends, well, I've said it before, but there are a select few who I consider friends and actually trust. I've lost a lot, but gained even more. Everything is a learning experience, yet I will never hold a grudge. Everyone is equal and I have no reasons to feel otherwise. We all have our corks, but that doesn't mean one person will ever be better than another. It's just that simple, and if you think you are... you should die. I make sure that I try and be friendly and comforting at all times, and I think I achieve that just fine. I'll never not say hi, or be dick for no reason. I've never done that, unless it's deserved... but I wouldn't treat anyone unfairly, because I certainly would hate to be treated that way at the drop of a hat, as I have been in the past. It's unfair and uncalled for, and petty in my opinion.
Seriously though, I'm grateful and thankful. I'm blessed and I couldn't be happier. Well, I lied I could be... I could be in a band, signed to a major record label, and touring with four other friends doing something I absolutely love. But, I feel that's all in due time.
Either way, I'm happy. I'll never lose touch of that.
If anyone ever wants to talk, please feel free to call me. 896-2466. Use it or not. It's there. I'm always willing to listen and conversate.
Take care
Things in my life are great. My future is very promising. Whether or not I make it with OBAB, or I do go to college, I know I'm very capable of doing both. I know when I set my mind to one of those things I will succeed, and if OBAB doesn't succeed now for whatever reasons, then I will go to college, succeed in my education, and then go back to making music with a band. And even when I do go to college I know I can be happy because of what I want to go for. Either way, music is going to stay a very essential part of my life. And that's why I know my future is promising.
My personal life has been great. I'm close to my family, which I sort of lost touch of for awhile. Carolyn and I are amazing, as usual. Our plans for an apartment are starting to roll. We're actually getting extremely lucky, as we wont have to really buy many essentials because her Nonie's house is full of them and pretty much at our disposal. I'm extremely thankful for that. We'll get a refrigerator that's pretty much new, a washer and dryer, silverware, dishes, possibly a tv, all ready to go, and whatever sentimental things Carolyn chooses. It's definitely a comforting feeling. We're set on the end of Feb, probably the last weekend. We're starting the search in the beginning of Feb. It's truly exciting.
As for friends, well, I've said it before, but there are a select few who I consider friends and actually trust. I've lost a lot, but gained even more. Everything is a learning experience, yet I will never hold a grudge. Everyone is equal and I have no reasons to feel otherwise. We all have our corks, but that doesn't mean one person will ever be better than another. It's just that simple, and if you think you are... you should die. I make sure that I try and be friendly and comforting at all times, and I think I achieve that just fine. I'll never not say hi, or be dick for no reason. I've never done that, unless it's deserved... but I wouldn't treat anyone unfairly, because I certainly would hate to be treated that way at the drop of a hat, as I have been in the past. It's unfair and uncalled for, and petty in my opinion.
Seriously though, I'm grateful and thankful. I'm blessed and I couldn't be happier. Well, I lied I could be... I could be in a band, signed to a major record label, and touring with four other friends doing something I absolutely love. But, I feel that's all in due time.
Either way, I'm happy. I'll never lose touch of that.
If anyone ever wants to talk, please feel free to call me. 896-2466. Use it or not. It's there. I'm always willing to listen and conversate.
Take care