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[sinceremelodies]

something in my life is really bothering me...but i don't have anyone to talk to about it. i want to talk to someone who knows all parties, but is unbiased towards any of them. therefore...impossible. i dont know, it's really stressing me out. i love 2 of my friends very much, but they're, all though not on purpose..., causing me a lot of stress, anxiety and frustration. i just don't know what to do. talking to either of them is just going to make me sound like a whiney, bitchy, control freak. that's not who i am.

*screams*

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it's 3:29, mom and i are leaving the house in 5.5 hours, and i have to be up in 4.5 to shower, etc...why am i wasting my time bitching on lj?