and there are voices that want to be heard so much to mention but you cant find the words

Aug 13, 2005 04:17

so....i would update about everything that's happened in the past 12 hours, possibly even the past week....but it's 4:19 am, and i'm exhausted.

just a couple short things.

tonight i realized that i am incredibly lucky. i have some amazing friends. i might not be a concrete part of their, or any, group- but they love and care about me so much. as much as i bitch about life, friends, etc....I shouldn't. I have found 4 (technically 6...one being away already and one just not being there) amazing guys (and SURPRISE! they're straight!) They are not my only friends, I have so many more to be thankful for. But tonight they reminded me of so much. It's in their hugs and their kisses. They care about me, and for the first time in a long, long time, i felt part of them again.

i really want to elaborate more, but i'm tired, and i'm getting teary eyed (definitely not the 1st, 2nd or 12th time tonight...) again!

I know none of you from tonight will read this - but just incase you happen to - I love you more than words will ever describe. Thank you for an amazing night, amazing times in the past and future, and for all of your friendship. I love you so much.

Hugs and Kisses,
Adrienne
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