the curse o' woman
Oh the curse of woman is killing me…I've never had cramps so bad that I had to get drunk, but tonight I did. Maybe I just haven't really had them in a while, how messed up.
So I've been moody today mostly, but it's all good, I figure I'll be fine tomorrow. I spent like twenty-four hours straight with WHN. What a messed up relationship. There's no need to even get into it because it sounds rather pathetic. Last night we hung out at an open mic then the park and had dinner, then got stoned and had sex, normal deal, but it was really ridiculous, it felt like "making love". Even after I wasn't stoned anymore I came in like, I don't know, five seconds or something, my orgasmic ability seems to be increasing which I'm really happy about. But then in the light of day I realize how poor his attention span is, and how much he bores me, and how he never really does or says the right thing, and how he doesn't seem to love me but is in love instead with the concept of me. He's in lust and thinks it's love. It's really stupid.
I also saw some song lyrics sitting out and it's obviously about me, ugh who knows. I need to spend more time with other people, period, then he doesn't seem to take up anything but a negligible portion of my life.
I hung out with HBP this weekend as well, going to a couple of parties; she's more of a head case then I am when it comes to relationships. She's always after a new conquest, thinking maybe that person is going to make her happy. Come on, I know I'm not that diluted. Anyway, I think we'll still be friends, but I'm not really a novelty to her anymore, which is a fine example of karma kicking my ass because I'm sort of inclined to do the same thing to everyone as well.
Screw everything, tomorrow I'm going to get back to work on taking over the world. Weekends are for play, weekdays are for work, that will be my new rule.
Oh, and I might add that last month my period went with the full moon as well and strange shit was happening. I'm expecting more of the same.
So I've been moody today mostly, but it's all good, I figure I'll be fine tomorrow. I spent like twenty-four hours straight with WHN. What a messed up relationship. There's no need to even get into it because it sounds rather pathetic. Last night we hung out at an open mic then the park and had dinner, then got stoned and had sex, normal deal, but it was really ridiculous, it felt like "making love". Even after I wasn't stoned anymore I came in like, I don't know, five seconds or something, my orgasmic ability seems to be increasing which I'm really happy about. But then in the light of day I realize how poor his attention span is, and how much he bores me, and how he never really does or says the right thing, and how he doesn't seem to love me but is in love instead with the concept of me. He's in lust and thinks it's love. It's really stupid.
I also saw some song lyrics sitting out and it's obviously about me, ugh who knows. I need to spend more time with other people, period, then he doesn't seem to take up anything but a negligible portion of my life.
I hung out with HBP this weekend as well, going to a couple of parties; she's more of a head case then I am when it comes to relationships. She's always after a new conquest, thinking maybe that person is going to make her happy. Come on, I know I'm not that diluted. Anyway, I think we'll still be friends, but I'm not really a novelty to her anymore, which is a fine example of karma kicking my ass because I'm sort of inclined to do the same thing to everyone as well.
Screw everything, tomorrow I'm going to get back to work on taking over the world. Weekends are for play, weekdays are for work, that will be my new rule.
Oh, and I might add that last month my period went with the full moon as well and strange shit was happening. I'm expecting more of the same.