"This is life, right here." - HBP
Mwa ha ha, the party was fun. Good times, good times. AHGJ did not show. Made out a little with HBP, slept with WHN. WHN seemed so much more appealing to me than he had before. Is this because we've hardly seen each other in three weeks (aside from the time where I dumped him, or the time where I ran into him in the subway). He looked better (is he getting muscles? he's thinner. he looks good. what the hell…) and he didn't seem quite so unforgivably annoying anymore. He even brought me a rose. What the hell?
Sometimes I think a lot of our problems are my fault. Maybe he's only distant because I'm so distant. Maybe I'm just being a typical ENFP (myers-briggs!) and blaming myself for everything. Maybe I expect him to read my mind when I should really just ask for things. It also seemed last night (and today...huh huh) that sexually I was more comfortable telling him what I wanted and vice versa. And...it was really fun. Although...we broke two condoms and I'm paranoid; I really need to be on the pill.
He said he had some "existential epiphany" (whatever the fuck that means) this week, although I couldn't quite get him to explain it so that I understood. I told him about my giant crush on HBP and he said it was understandable, she's beautiful and interesting.
HBP was sooo hilarious. Also, the girl who plays the lead character, while she's usually kind of boring, got trashed and was really fun. They were both hitting on me. Whenever WHN and I are together, people tell us how hot we look together, it's kind of funny.
As we left, I threw out the threesome idea to HBP but she wasn't having it. Now THAT would be fun, being as I like both of them. But with HBP's boyfriend? Nah.
Let us see what adventure tonight holds! Doo doo doo...
Sometimes I think a lot of our problems are my fault. Maybe he's only distant because I'm so distant. Maybe I'm just being a typical ENFP (myers-briggs!) and blaming myself for everything. Maybe I expect him to read my mind when I should really just ask for things. It also seemed last night (and today...huh huh) that sexually I was more comfortable telling him what I wanted and vice versa. And...it was really fun. Although...we broke two condoms and I'm paranoid; I really need to be on the pill.
He said he had some "existential epiphany" (whatever the fuck that means) this week, although I couldn't quite get him to explain it so that I understood. I told him about my giant crush on HBP and he said it was understandable, she's beautiful and interesting.
HBP was sooo hilarious. Also, the girl who plays the lead character, while she's usually kind of boring, got trashed and was really fun. They were both hitting on me. Whenever WHN and I are together, people tell us how hot we look together, it's kind of funny.
As we left, I threw out the threesome idea to HBP but she wasn't having it. Now THAT would be fun, being as I like both of them. But with HBP's boyfriend? Nah.
Let us see what adventure tonight holds! Doo doo doo...