our landmark year

May 18, 2004 00:42

I'm trying to avoid working again as long as possible. My day was so full today and I didn't even make any money. I ran errands and cleaned and made appointments and did an open mic (at this new place, they really liked me and want to book me for a gig!) and worked on my Great Invention which I think could actually work. I don't want to work for someone else anymore. If I try hard enough and force myself, I know I can make money some other way. I'm going to try playing weddings again, I could survive off like one of those in a week. Cake!

Maybe I was being dramatic about HBP, or maybe I wasn't, but either way I do really really like her. The only problem is, she's the biggest flirt I've ever met. She could seduce the Pope, I swear. Maybe it's not a problem per se because it's not like we would ever be exclusive or anything; she has a boyfriend, and I'm probably not cut out for monogamy either. But it does kind of make me a bit jealous, and suddenly I'm getting a taste of what I've done to WHN (he probably deserved it, but still). Hmm. Karma is such a bitch.

The HBP affair will probably be intense and fun and literary but ultimately short-lived. She does have to go back to London soon, although she'll be back after a few months or so to put on another play. I'm sure we'll be long-time friends and probably lovers but I don't think being in love with someone means you feel you have to be with them all of the time, forever and ever. And that's good, because I think she gets that too.

Are we really going to hook up? I mean, what a landmark year for Sincere McGee. 2004: the year of sex and world domination. Aw yeah.
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