I know better than that, I know better...
First off, I'm really freaked out by the chat ad on the sidebar. There is one very horny looking chick tossing her hair and pretending to type and I'm just not that kinda gal.
SECONDLY
My sister is pregnant again. And as if I haven't enough to deal with, my mother feels the need to convince me that this is infact, a very irresponsible silly awful thing to have happened, when I'm trying to calm her down.
SO
There's a boy, we get along famously, but he has a girlfriend. He's lovely in every sense of the word, but taken. He's also a tad older than me....five years or so....I just wish he'd stop flirting and hugging me and making things SO MUCH HARDER.
It seems like everyone I like is gay, or taken, and I know that's the usual standby for nice guys, but gee. At my age theings are getting more complicated, because more and more they're engaged, or (once) MARRIED. How is that even POSSIBLE. Yesterday my generation was afraid to hold hands on the dancefloor...
More on the life of me.
My show starts Friday. THIS Friday. I don't know how it got so close, and I can't help but want to BEG and PLEAD for another week. I'm not ready we're not ready what if I fall.....these thoughts plague my dreams oooohhhhh
What's very upsetting is that some of the people I'm closest too won't be able to come (cough *MEGAN AND ROBYN* cough, and that really kills. Just for once I'd like someone to genuinely be happy for me...those friends are few and far between.
I've had a swell time with Beth this weekend, we realized we have a very unique friendship. We talk about everyone that we'd never talk about with anyone else. I'm going to miss her on Friday when she leaves, although it might be earlier if her Nan has more problems at ECHosp. She was transfered there from waterville.
There's too much going on, I have to be downtown in a few hours for an either radio or TV interview, I do NOT know which, and I have a bag over my hair because I'm trying to get my blonde roots back :( I don't want to dye it ever again- this'll be the last time for at least......a few months.
SECONDLY
My sister is pregnant again. And as if I haven't enough to deal with, my mother feels the need to convince me that this is infact, a very irresponsible silly awful thing to have happened, when I'm trying to calm her down.
SO
There's a boy, we get along famously, but he has a girlfriend. He's lovely in every sense of the word, but taken. He's also a tad older than me....five years or so....I just wish he'd stop flirting and hugging me and making things SO MUCH HARDER.
It seems like everyone I like is gay, or taken, and I know that's the usual standby for nice guys, but gee. At my age theings are getting more complicated, because more and more they're engaged, or (once) MARRIED. How is that even POSSIBLE. Yesterday my generation was afraid to hold hands on the dancefloor...
More on the life of me.
My show starts Friday. THIS Friday. I don't know how it got so close, and I can't help but want to BEG and PLEAD for another week. I'm not ready we're not ready what if I fall.....these thoughts plague my dreams oooohhhhh
What's very upsetting is that some of the people I'm closest too won't be able to come (cough *MEGAN AND ROBYN* cough, and that really kills. Just for once I'd like someone to genuinely be happy for me...those friends are few and far between.
I've had a swell time with Beth this weekend, we realized we have a very unique friendship. We talk about everyone that we'd never talk about with anyone else. I'm going to miss her on Friday when she leaves, although it might be earlier if her Nan has more problems at ECHosp. She was transfered there from waterville.
There's too much going on, I have to be downtown in a few hours for an either radio or TV interview, I do NOT know which, and I have a bag over my hair because I'm trying to get my blonde roots back :( I don't want to dye it ever again- this'll be the last time for at least......a few months.