DEEPA
Oh I don't know.
I'm home for the long weekend- well, It's not really, but I'm skipping school Monday- and I'm finding some things in life quite vexing.
Hockey is on, which makes me think of last November, and where I was then.
My Chem book lies on the floor. I should read, before my midterm Wednesday.
I also have one in Math. And a shitload of other things this week, but Math & Chem is what it boils down to.
I HAVE to work. And do it. Get off my lazy ass and just work.
What's holding me back? What ARE are these stupid nagging thoughts that float around me, making me procrastinate...
It's raining outside and it sounds like coffee perkelating. Prerking. Perinkgelating.
My mom keeps acting as though I'm on death's door, when really sleeping during the day like she makes me just leads to me being up right now at 3:33 AM- watching Gone With The Wind, and comparing my life to Scarlett O'Hara's.
Did she get what she deserved?
Or was she a good person in the end....
Don't mention boys. I can't get away from my exes, and I still don't know what love is.
Boo.
Meanwhile Jessica is thirteen and having a baby.
I babySAT that kid. Not that long ago!
I'm so sick of the internet.
.............................................................and such a hypocrite.
I'm starting to loathe facebook.
A lot.
SCREW THIS I'm going to read my damn textbook.
deepa is the name of my Chem Lab TA.
I'm home for the long weekend- well, It's not really, but I'm skipping school Monday- and I'm finding some things in life quite vexing.
Hockey is on, which makes me think of last November, and where I was then.
My Chem book lies on the floor. I should read, before my midterm Wednesday.
I also have one in Math. And a shitload of other things this week, but Math & Chem is what it boils down to.
I HAVE to work. And do it. Get off my lazy ass and just work.
What's holding me back? What ARE are these stupid nagging thoughts that float around me, making me procrastinate...
It's raining outside and it sounds like coffee perkelating. Prerking. Perinkgelating.
My mom keeps acting as though I'm on death's door, when really sleeping during the day like she makes me just leads to me being up right now at 3:33 AM- watching Gone With The Wind, and comparing my life to Scarlett O'Hara's.
Did she get what she deserved?
Or was she a good person in the end....
Don't mention boys. I can't get away from my exes, and I still don't know what love is.
Boo.
Meanwhile Jessica is thirteen and having a baby.
I babySAT that kid. Not that long ago!
I'm so sick of the internet.
.............................................................and such a hypocrite.
I'm starting to loathe facebook.
A lot.
SCREW THIS I'm going to read my damn textbook.
deepa is the name of my Chem Lab TA.