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hm.. so I'm nice to everyone, but I'm a bitch. interesting.
oh yeah, and scratch california =( apparently the weather isn't nice there right now, so I would be better off going in June. I guess that's the best thing to do, go in June.. that way I can make use of his beautiful pool and get some color and wear sunglasses and be nice and hot.. whereas now it's t-shirt wearable, but not very sunny and not really pool/beach weather. bleh. I was so looking forward to going away. and it was supposedly really nice weather last week. why does this always happen? everytime I get something good, something has to come along and ruin it. I finally was going to go away, perfect opportunity, spring break, yada yada yada, and of course the weather has to suck. can't something just go flawlessly for once? can't something just be how I wanted it to be, without going wrong? yes, I know I am gonna get to go in June, but I don't need it as much then. by that time school will be over, nothing to worry about, everything will be more relaxed. I won't need to get away as much as I do now. LSKFDJLKSLKJFSLKFJ. I'm so disappointed. it's such a common feeling too. and I really don't take it well.