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I haven't updated in an extremely long amount of time.. but I'm at work with nothing to do and I'm bored.
a lotttt has gone on since I last updated (considering that was like 23479038490 years ago) so I think I'm just going to write about the most recent events.
school is over and next year I will be a senior. everyone is saying how weird that is that we're "already" seniors but to be honest, I've been ready to graduate for quite some time now. especially since 10 of my 12 closest friends just did on sunday. boo that. I can't even imagine what next year is going to be like without them. I feel like my whole grade doesn't even know me, or they know the me they think they have for at least the past 5 years of my life which is someone I'm not at all. next year is going to be very very different. I feel different and things are going to feel different. I figured this would be a fun time to look different too, but I can't quite decide how I want to go about doing that. i cut my hair shorter (and will even more before school starts), I am probably going to dye it brown cause even though everyone thinks it looks better red, I've had it this way for a year and a half and I'm bored. oh and I reallyyyyy wanted to get my nose pierced (just a little stud, nothing big and trashy) but i hear you have to keep it in for like 9 months before you can take it out, and I would have to take it out for volleyball in the fall. so that kinda sucks. I figure I'll do it in february after volleyball and after the musical. that's 7 months away.. =(
ummm let's see, prom was fun. how I ended up going is a long story, but turned out I had from 1:00 to 5:30 to find a dress, bag, shoes, jewelry, shower, get my hair done, get pretty and get to pre-prom. i was a little late, haha. if I get a chance I'll put up some pictures, or at least one.
aside from the big senior events that are going on, a lot has happened friend-wise. I can't really explain it to be honest, but I will say that most of it has been disappointment. although that was mostly at least a month ago and it's a lot better now, there are certain things you just don't forget that make you question the loyalty of your friends, and even the friendships themselves. but I try to let things go and focus on the way things are now.. it just makes it harder when people constantly bring up the one thing that reminds you that you don't mean as much to your friends as you thought you would at this point in your life and friendship.
anyway, marie and rich and the kids are here for july 4th and marie's birthday, and starting saturday this weekend-next week is going to consist of maddddd partying so that's a plus.
by the wayyy, me and danielle are going to europe in a year and a half =) wooooo gotta start saving.
so that's basically it. maybe I'll pick up the habbit of writing in this again. probably not, but I'll be back sometime.
a lotttt has gone on since I last updated (considering that was like 23479038490 years ago) so I think I'm just going to write about the most recent events.
school is over and next year I will be a senior. everyone is saying how weird that is that we're "already" seniors but to be honest, I've been ready to graduate for quite some time now. especially since 10 of my 12 closest friends just did on sunday. boo that. I can't even imagine what next year is going to be like without them. I feel like my whole grade doesn't even know me, or they know the me they think they have for at least the past 5 years of my life which is someone I'm not at all. next year is going to be very very different. I feel different and things are going to feel different. I figured this would be a fun time to look different too, but I can't quite decide how I want to go about doing that. i cut my hair shorter (and will even more before school starts), I am probably going to dye it brown cause even though everyone thinks it looks better red, I've had it this way for a year and a half and I'm bored. oh and I reallyyyyy wanted to get my nose pierced (just a little stud, nothing big and trashy) but i hear you have to keep it in for like 9 months before you can take it out, and I would have to take it out for volleyball in the fall. so that kinda sucks. I figure I'll do it in february after volleyball and after the musical. that's 7 months away.. =(
ummm let's see, prom was fun. how I ended up going is a long story, but turned out I had from 1:00 to 5:30 to find a dress, bag, shoes, jewelry, shower, get my hair done, get pretty and get to pre-prom. i was a little late, haha. if I get a chance I'll put up some pictures, or at least one.
aside from the big senior events that are going on, a lot has happened friend-wise. I can't really explain it to be honest, but I will say that most of it has been disappointment. although that was mostly at least a month ago and it's a lot better now, there are certain things you just don't forget that make you question the loyalty of your friends, and even the friendships themselves. but I try to let things go and focus on the way things are now.. it just makes it harder when people constantly bring up the one thing that reminds you that you don't mean as much to your friends as you thought you would at this point in your life and friendship.
anyway, marie and rich and the kids are here for july 4th and marie's birthday, and starting saturday this weekend-next week is going to consist of maddddd partying so that's a plus.
by the wayyy, me and danielle are going to europe in a year and a half =) wooooo gotta start saving.
so that's basically it. maybe I'll pick up the habbit of writing in this again. probably not, but I'll be back sometime.