things come together
"..let it beee,"
sings a very tired, but beautiful great-great aunt of mine.
pain coating every note of her vibrato. her anguish stretching 97 ages.
my heart oscillating between whimpers and smiles as one of her occasional arbitary hymns runs its course...
i dreamt a lucid dream last night. i very rarely remember my subconscious' adventures, but as awoke, i realized how funny my dream was. one sibling having children, another eating butterflies.
me, playing guitar more wonderfully than ive ever imagined, in scenes of and on the set of sisterhood of the traveling pants 3. (or so i presumed)
it seems silly, and unconnected, but looking up the specifics helped me understand things more.
everything im suffering from, running from, finds a way to come to fruition.
laying it on the table helps.
expressing to someone who you want to feel the same way and those feelings are unfortunately unrequited, doesnt. but i digress.
point is, as my sweet auntie sang - and at the perfect moment - unbeknownst to her (so i think) - letting go is key. ill let go and let be.
it think its finally clicked.
sings a very tired, but beautiful great-great aunt of mine.
pain coating every note of her vibrato. her anguish stretching 97 ages.
my heart oscillating between whimpers and smiles as one of her occasional arbitary hymns runs its course...
i dreamt a lucid dream last night. i very rarely remember my subconscious' adventures, but as awoke, i realized how funny my dream was. one sibling having children, another eating butterflies.
me, playing guitar more wonderfully than ive ever imagined, in scenes of and on the set of sisterhood of the traveling pants 3. (or so i presumed)
it seems silly, and unconnected, but looking up the specifics helped me understand things more.
everything im suffering from, running from, finds a way to come to fruition.
laying it on the table helps.
expressing to someone who you want to feel the same way and those feelings are unfortunately unrequited, doesnt. but i digress.
point is, as my sweet auntie sang - and at the perfect moment - unbeknownst to her (so i think) - letting go is key. ill let go and let be.
it think its finally clicked.