Nov 22, 2007 16:22
thanksgiving really depresses me anymore
my family is all split up
it was so weird it being just my parents brother and sister
we always had a big family dinner with grandparents aunts and uncles
now everyone lives in different states
or has passed away
madelynn came down last night
she came to the store when i was closing
went to the diner for coffee and then over to josh's to drink with megan and him
it was cute
i miss the party days with them
woke up around 11
madelynn and i took a walk with sydney since it was so nice out
sat at the boat dock and looked at the water and leaves
then she had to leave to have dinner with her family
i feel like i should call him
i'm not okay really
i've pretended i'm over it
but i'm not
i miss him a lot....