a dream to forget

[since1864]

So, last night I had a very vivid dream. I don't remember a whole lot of it, but I do remember is still coursing through my body and making my toes curl with tension. I had a dream that I was in some sort of forest that was all enclosed like the Bio Dome only it was huge. All of the foliage was like a rainforest and there were weird bugs and lizards everywhere. It was man made because there were paths, lighting and concrete. For some reason a group of people, myself included, were being herded down to this river. It was slow moving there as people were being forced in fully clothed. They were all being handed bright colored floaty tubes with "CompHealth" and the CompHealth lizard printed on them. I refused to take on and was struggling with some guy that I never saw and soon there was another floaty shoved into my arms and I was pushed into the water. After I was done coughing up the water I had just inhaled I took a good look at the floaty I was clinging to and it was a crocodile. His holes were being covered by duct tape and he looked well used. I turned him ove on his belly and I tried to climb up onto his back, but he kept rolling the death roll and so I ended up clinging to his neck instead. Pretty soon the water got rougher and my favorite pair of doc martens kept slipping off. Even though I curled my toes to try and keep them on I lost them. Eventually I didn't see anyone else on the river and I couldn't hear anything but the water. I think there is a chunk of dream missing here, because the last thing I remember I was under water and struggling to rise to the surface but making no headway.
Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day!
God, sometimes just thinking about being in a natural body of water makes me hyperventilate. Do you think it means anything? I really hope leaving CompHealth is the right decision. Maybe its just a manifestation of the worries I am having about changing jobs.