Interesting ... railroading
I'm dooming myself and I'm not sure why ... but hopefully I will let things right themselves and become something that I can deal with and function with. Decisions to make... to burn an extremely shady bridge that currently exists or to take the road and strengthen it. Should one go after something that they think might have some sort of destiny involved and they could be interally happy.. or should one choose the path that is most definitely more stable and secure? Are things that are already damaged worth sparing in the end or do people have to evaluate that on a personal level entirely? I'm sure it has to be taken in the individual sense...BIG QUESTION: Is it so important to be understood.. to feel a connection to people.. to have positive propelling emotion... or is it better to take something that is far easier and well known yet varied in how much that one person understands you overall?