Unleashed.
Oh I just wrote the most unleashed post. Which makes me thankful for Private Posts.
I'm a little worn. It has been a trying June and I feel that I have kept most of my feelings quiet. I've had some things occur that I'd rather not experience and others that make me believe in faith a little more deeper.
Brushing past the eight unleashed items I poured out- here are my top two. Get ready here comes the open book, with the volume turned up. Should be amusing, but read with caution.
1. Texas. Love you. However, really didn't think you'd be this much of a challenge. I am pining for my days in Georgia of positive career growth and lovely dating relationships. Yep, I miss you both. Maybe a want ad will bring those things back. :- / Oh, wait I deleted my use less eHarmony account *again* today. Clearly, over the dating sites, ever since a guy I blew off recognized me. That was embarrassing, kinda. But in fairness I blew him off months ago, and he saw me last week. Alas, I am applying for Retail Management jobs. Unless this Marketing job shooting fish in a barrel proves me wrong. I'm returning to my skills and forgoing the hours. Because at the end of the day I want to be happy and make money. Imagine that.
2. Kinda part of the first one, but slightly more detail. I am so tired of this game. Yeah, I know I asked for it. I've had fun. But I hate eating my words. I didn't want feelings or emotions. I am afraid to admit I'm eating my words. Should I have faith and jump? Let the feelings happen and fall? Or just leave it all be and blah. Put on my high heels and run? I look pretty hot in those heels. I want to, but not at the risk of losing something far better than I thought was possible. If only we could lose our hang ups and accept the baggage we checked in for this flight. Such is life a myriad of paths. IDK. Help.
I'm a little worn. It has been a trying June and I feel that I have kept most of my feelings quiet. I've had some things occur that I'd rather not experience and others that make me believe in faith a little more deeper.
Brushing past the eight unleashed items I poured out- here are my top two. Get ready here comes the open book, with the volume turned up. Should be amusing, but read with caution.
1. Texas. Love you. However, really didn't think you'd be this much of a challenge. I am pining for my days in Georgia of positive career growth and lovely dating relationships. Yep, I miss you both. Maybe a want ad will bring those things back. :- / Oh, wait I deleted my use less eHarmony account *again* today. Clearly, over the dating sites, ever since a guy I blew off recognized me. That was embarrassing, kinda. But in fairness I blew him off months ago, and he saw me last week. Alas, I am applying for Retail Management jobs. Unless this Marketing job shooting fish in a barrel proves me wrong. I'm returning to my skills and forgoing the hours. Because at the end of the day I want to be happy and make money. Imagine that.
2. Kinda part of the first one, but slightly more detail. I am so tired of this game. Yeah, I know I asked for it. I've had fun. But I hate eating my words. I didn't want feelings or emotions. I am afraid to admit I'm eating my words. Should I have faith and jump? Let the feelings happen and fall? Or just leave it all be and blah. Put on my high heels and run? I look pretty hot in those heels. I want to, but not at the risk of losing something far better than I thought was possible. If only we could lose our hang ups and accept the baggage we checked in for this flight. Such is life a myriad of paths. IDK. Help.