2010 The Death of Another Year
ugh now I have to remember to change dates again!
Mike and I have now been together for 14 months. Yay!
Sad to say the situation with his friends has not improved despite my efforts and his. I dont understand at all. Infact I'd like to take a second to rant on it. How can it be ok to go around saying they love each other but their love is conditional? Not only a little conditional but completely hinges on their beliefs and desires and ignore Mike's completely? Their failure to be flexiable is their undoing in their relationships and why I find it hard to believe they will ever have a relationship that promotes growth farther then their group wishes to put effort into. And their constant unmovable judgement fails to allow for creativity and expansion of self, imo.
Also in 2009 Mike and I have discovered deep parts of our relationship and desires. These desires have helped us in both trust and bringing us both to a place of sublime peace and space. Being as Luke is probably the only one who will get that I'll explain. Our intimate life revolves around BDSM. Mike is my Master and I am his slave. In the bedroom only we exercise our trust and desire for one another and our love constantly plays a huge factor. In exploring this type of vigorous relationship we have torn each other to the naked soul and made love.
I was also in a car accident and got very sick this. That sucked. ALOT.
I've met three new friends, Jessie, Luke, and Saul and am appriciative of all.
In 2010 I hope for several things. 1) a freakin job! 2) that Mike and I can explore each other even more 3) the new year also brings new friends and 4)more growth in my gretly expanding spiritual self.
Mike and I have now been together for 14 months. Yay!
Sad to say the situation with his friends has not improved despite my efforts and his. I dont understand at all. Infact I'd like to take a second to rant on it. How can it be ok to go around saying they love each other but their love is conditional? Not only a little conditional but completely hinges on their beliefs and desires and ignore Mike's completely? Their failure to be flexiable is their undoing in their relationships and why I find it hard to believe they will ever have a relationship that promotes growth farther then their group wishes to put effort into. And their constant unmovable judgement fails to allow for creativity and expansion of self, imo.
Also in 2009 Mike and I have discovered deep parts of our relationship and desires. These desires have helped us in both trust and bringing us both to a place of sublime peace and space. Being as Luke is probably the only one who will get that I'll explain. Our intimate life revolves around BDSM. Mike is my Master and I am his slave. In the bedroom only we exercise our trust and desire for one another and our love constantly plays a huge factor. In exploring this type of vigorous relationship we have torn each other to the naked soul and made love.
I was also in a car accident and got very sick this. That sucked. ALOT.
I've met three new friends, Jessie, Luke, and Saul and am appriciative of all.
In 2010 I hope for several things. 1) a freakin job! 2) that Mike and I can explore each other even more 3) the new year also brings new friends and 4)more growth in my gretly expanding spiritual self.