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Well, it looks like I've lost my dream girl and I caused it. I'm not positive but that's probably the worst feeling in the world.
I caused it by losing control of myself and letting my anger get the better of me, I really wish I could take it all back but obviously that is never possible. I wish that I had just stayed calm, if I had we probably would've been fine. Then again, she made it evident that I was doing everything horribly the whole time.
I still love her greatly, but I know that she'll never believe that from me again. :'(
I caused it by losing control of myself and letting my anger get the better of me, I really wish I could take it all back but obviously that is never possible. I wish that I had just stayed calm, if I had we probably would've been fine. Then again, she made it evident that I was doing everything horribly the whole time.
I still love her greatly, but I know that she'll never believe that from me again. :'(