a little more honesty
my heart hurts.
it feels more broken today than ever before.
i feel like if i could, i would just tear into my chest and rip it out and everything will feel better once that throbbing piece of shit is out of me.
i don't know what the future will hold,
but it's hard coming to terms with what it will not hold.
i don't know if this will ever go away
and i dont believe in my heart things are going to get better.
i can't stop fucking crying.
it just gets worse every day.
How am i supposed to show my face at work?
I am a fool.
it feels more broken today than ever before.
i feel like if i could, i would just tear into my chest and rip it out and everything will feel better once that throbbing piece of shit is out of me.
i don't know what the future will hold,
but it's hard coming to terms with what it will not hold.
i don't know if this will ever go away
and i dont believe in my heart things are going to get better.
i can't stop fucking crying.
it just gets worse every day.
How am i supposed to show my face at work?
I am a fool.