Jun 23, 2004 13:00
As I lay my head down at night and continue this hard fight
I think to my self is it worth it? Why do I continue on?
I rais my head and think some more. Why did I ever sleep
with that whore? why am I destin to be alone? Why am I
afaid to atone? what is it that I seek? what desier
do I reap? what is it that I want? Why am I a lonly grunt?
so before I lay my head back down I take my last shot of the night.
and as I feel the tears run down from my eyes I ask my self...
Should I just say my final goodbye I hold the barrel close to my head
I cock the hammer and pull the triger expecting that I'll be dead.
But in the endI pass away and wake up to suffer another day.