loneliness... sinking... in

Jan 03, 2008 18:14

i miss my friends. i miss my family. 
i miss laughing on the phone with my sister. 
i miss cooking for 10 . 
i miss.... being around loud people. 
i miss the noise outside my window. 
i miss arguing with my mom for no reason.
i miss laughing about it afterwards. 
i miss the pillow fights with my sisters. 
i miss watching reality tv with michelle. 
i miss my in-laws.
i miss driving to the beach at two in the morning. 
i miss breakfast at denny's at three in the morning.
i miss sneaking in to movie theaters. 
i miss scaring waitresses with gloria. 
i miss... my dad. 
i miss... my grandparents. 
i miss riding the bus to nowhere. 
i miss bebe. 
i miss volunteering at the church. 
i miss... everything.

i wish i knew people around here, maybe then i wouldnt be so melancholic. but i guess its gonna take time for me to get situated... and comfortable here. it just sucks being here by myself sometimes. i miss my husband every time he leaves to work. but at least we're together... 
i still miss home... but i guess this is home now...
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