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i have been crying a lot lately. i don't know why, well i lied, i do know why, but the littlest things seem to start the waterworks with me anymore.
there is so much in life right now that i should be enjoying, but the disappointments are outwaying the few good points in my life. i know i should not be complaining, because i hate complainers, but i can't help it. maybe all of the things i've been holding inside of me and all of my insecurities are just finally surfacing.
is it really so much to ask to have a few moments of happiness in this neverending stream of disappointments?
there is so much in life right now that i should be enjoying, but the disappointments are outwaying the few good points in my life. i know i should not be complaining, because i hate complainers, but i can't help it. maybe all of the things i've been holding inside of me and all of my insecurities are just finally surfacing.
is it really so much to ask to have a few moments of happiness in this neverending stream of disappointments?