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Earlier this evening, I happened upon a LiveJournal entry that really was a reality check into my own life and how things are going. I looked back at my last couple of entries with a clear perspective and realized that things really aren't as bad as they seemed. Sure, I've had some bad times...maybe even a LOT of bad times, but I've had some GOOD times, too. I've made a lot of good friends (okay, so they're my parents age, but they ARE friends) and for every kid that makes my life a living hell, there are TWO that make it worth coming to school every day.
Yeah, I complain a lot on this thing, but please realize that this one of the few releases that I have. It really does me good to just get it all down and out of my system. I can then look at things logically (like I am now) and try to better myself as a teacher AND as a human being. I don't want to give the impression that I feel like nothing I can do can make me stronger, I just use this LiveJournal more for MY well-being than to inform the public of how "whitey is keeping me down" or whatever. (Did I just say "whitey is keeping me down?" It must be bedtime.)
I guess what I'm trying to say is, take this Journal with a grain of salt. Odds are if you talked to me 15 minutes later, I'd already be in a better mood.
Yeah, I complain a lot on this thing, but please realize that this one of the few releases that I have. It really does me good to just get it all down and out of my system. I can then look at things logically (like I am now) and try to better myself as a teacher AND as a human being. I don't want to give the impression that I feel like nothing I can do can make me stronger, I just use this LiveJournal more for MY well-being than to inform the public of how "whitey is keeping me down" or whatever. (Did I just say "whitey is keeping me down?" It must be bedtime.)
I guess what I'm trying to say is, take this Journal with a grain of salt. Odds are if you talked to me 15 minutes later, I'd already be in a better mood.