Feb 02, 2009 00:42
Is January seriously over? That's a bit shocking.
This past week was pretty rough for me, mentally. I'm so glad that we had a day and a half off of school, due to a sudden ice storm. It was ridiculous! And Wednesday, shit definitely got real. Anyway, my rough week was sandwiched between two really awesome weekends. Last weekend, I broke the old shot record. It was full of serious heart to hearts with several close friends of mine. There were many moments that just made it one of the better weekends we'd had as a group in quite a while. This past Friday, I went to a friend's party full of strangers...minus my friend, Quentin, and his girlfriend. It was a pretty raging party. I brought along the usual gang with me...who sat on the couch and talked to each other. For some reason, I said fuck it and met as many people as I could. Not gonna lie, I ended up getting pretty drunk, but for the first time EVER, I had a few people (Baylor and A&M kids who were visiting) tell me that I was the coolest person they had met that night. They told me they'd give me a ring if they were in town again, and that I should do the same if I were to visit their respective college towns. It was quite the self-esteem booster, and it told me a lot about how far I've come socially. I would've definitely sat on that couch with my friends a year ago. But not now. That's not who I am. Last night was like last weekend, just more subdued. I had a carful of people. Much alcohol was consumed. We played fuck the dealer--guess who got fucked over?! Many heart to hearts happened, with different people this time. Whataburger was free for me. It was nice.
Tonight, Eric had a Super Bowl party. I didn't care much about the bowl. Arizona and Pittsburgh? Ha. The commercials sucked. The trailers were pretty bland. But, there was lots of food and a keg of beer. I had myself a good time.
And now, I'm sitting here, contemplating everything. These next couple of weeks should prove to be very interesting, depending on how I play my cards. I'm pretty excited for this weekend, where it sounds like a huge Corpus reunion will occur. I'm hoping to be working auditions, too, so I'll get to show Razzy, Katie, and Charlie what's up. And then the next week: TMEA!