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Everybody's going to make poor judgments about you, even if they barely know you or have known you all their lives. It's just human to do so. "Dumb blonde" doesn't scare me, or surprise me - I've been called that my whole life! What matters the most is what you know about yourself. Maybe you let yourself slip from time to time, and get yourself in a little bit of trouble. That's what happens when you speak before you think, and I, chicken from the sea girl, think I know that better than anyone. I guess that's something I like to get out of the way before I settle down to talk with someone. I'm not as dumb as you probably think I am, and here? Here I'm safe to say what I want, and I have all the time in the world to get it all down. Of course, everybody's got a publicist breathing down their neck but how many publicists know about these journals? We all aren't as dumb as they thought.
This time last year, I really thought I knew myself completely, but I didn't at all. I was in this place where I wasn't going up or down or figuring anything out; I was so complacent. Everything that happened last year made me realize what I want from life and what's important. I've learned a lot about myself and other people, and it's kind of putting me in this whole new perspective. Blonde Ambition is on my mind for right now, not all the media/press attention I'm getting. I loved filming Dukes Of Hazzard with Sean and Johnny because they were so comical. Employee Of The Month with Dane and Dax? I can't handle myself around them. Not only are thy total cuties, but he's they're sweethearts and will make you laugh harder than you've ever laughed. Working with comedians is the greatest experience. Luke's made Shreveport a blast, and working with Andy Dick again makes my sides hurt. See? It's impossible to be unhappy with life right now, because I'm surrounded by great, genuine people. And as for everything else? Well, you'll have to ask me after I take a hot bubble bath.