home
so i'm still home. haven't really done anything or gone anywhere since i got home. now i realize why i enjoy reno sooooo much. it is because i can do things and be with people without much effort. everthing and everybody is right there. many other people's don't have cars so i'm not the only one without a car like i am here in vegas. i hate not having a car. i also hate the fact that i've been sick the whole damn time i've been home. i started getting sick a few days before i came home and now it has been more than two weeks and i'm not getting better. i want to get better especially because i want to party tomorrow night for new year's eve. gah... coughing up my insides is no fun. i wish there was a miracle something that would go through my body right now and remove the germs and sickness. take it away cleanse me and let me be! but that does not exist and i must be stuck here feeling like i want to go out because that's what i always want to do, but i want to stay home because i want to get better and just sleep or something yeah. bah... well last night hung with april and katelyn. katelyn told april and i all about the basic training and stuff with the military. it sounds crazy. i want to go see a movie but i don't have a car and don't feel like calling people. i think i'll just watch lots of television tonight once again. i don't know my plans for tomorrow night yet and i feel like i should know what i'm doing. damn!!! i got a gift yesterday that was from april and steph. it made me think about steph again and stuff. i kind of miss her. yeah... reno and college=good. i am looking forward to going back up there. hopefully i feel better by then. home is good too but in a much different way. yeah...