Apologies and Forgiveness
Its been two years that ive spoken to her, Yes shes tried i think 2 maybe 3 times to talk to me not about anything really just about some tramatic stuff that has happened in her life the last few years. Not once have i acknowledged thou that she messaged me Accept last week she messaged me. Last week or so she messaged me to tell me the same bullshit as she always does when shes bored and wants to weasel her way back into my life just so that when my guards up she can use that at her advantage and hurt me again! She messaged saying she has been thinking of me and how life is short and stuff! This was before the Horrible tragedy in Colorado and went on to say how we been friends to long to end it over something silly. But i dont think its silly cause everytime i do or say something she dont like she wants to involve the authorities and im sorry but if she were mature she would fight her own battles correct? i dont involve the authorities everytime i get in a fight. anyways she went on to tell me how her ex did something horrible to her daughter and cause i was i guess mad at her or just didnt care to talk to her i dont know i said something i shouldnt have like that i didnt care what he did or didnt do. that i regret it was mean i feel . I thought if you want to be friends im gonna confront you on lies you have been spreading on the net about me and she did as i suspected she would and denied it then she blocked me. The only thing that boths me about the whole thing is what i said to her about Not caring what her ex did or didnt do i shouldnt have said it. So the last few days ive been debating on weather to apologize or let it go. I dont want to be friends with her but at the same time i felt i should apologize for what i said. So i went on facebook today and sent her a message ( i have 2 accounts she blocked me on one the day she messaged me so i went on my other one to apologize)! I told her that there was no reason to block me cause i dont have any intention to harass her just wanted to apologize! Hope i did the right thing as i would feel hurt if someone had said to me that they didnt care that someone abused my child!