Look Julie
I'm glad that you're so happy right now, and I don't mean to rain on your parade or anything, but.....just be careful, ok?
I'm not going to lie, Katie and I are really worried about you. It's not the new guy you've met, it's not the people you're with/meet, the job, the living condition, all of those things are fine.
It's the drugs love.
I don't care what you feel when you're on them, I don't care about how much better life seems to be when you do them, I don't care how amazing they are, because let me just tell you something, are you listening? I really need you to LISTEN.
all of these things that you do, all the shit that you take,
IT.SCARES.US.TO.DEATH.
when you called me the other week and told me that you took 7 pills, plus tried ACID, you have no idea what that did to me, and I can't even begin to describe the look on katie's face when I told her. I seriously went crazy for a while, I worried so much it hurt! Plus I was mad!!!!!!
Julie, something really bad is going to happen to you. Just because it hasn't yet doesn't mean that it won't!
This isn't rocket science, it's common fucking sense! Do you realize that when you do stuff like this that you HURT KATIE AND I?!?!?! H-U-R-T
I don't know how many times I can say this to you. I feel like I'm talking to a wall. I say that you're hurting us, and you say I'm sorry, I don't mean to, blah blah blah, but the drugs are just so goddamn fabulous that you just can't give them up! No Sara, anything but that! DON'T ASK ME TO GIVE UP MY PRECIOUS DRUGS!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Why are they so fucking important? WHY?!?!!?!?!?! Why can't you just stop?! Honestly, would it be SO bad if you didn't do them anymore?
I don't want to compete with the drugs anymore, Julie, and niether does Katie. We're tired of it.
We won't stop loving you, nothing will change that, but if you love us like you say you do, then you'd show us.
Something's got to give, and I'm not one to give up that easily, but if I have to fight to keep my best friend when she welcomes the drugs and turning into someone that I don't like, well....I'm a fighter, but even I know when to quit.
I'm not going to lie, Katie and I are really worried about you. It's not the new guy you've met, it's not the people you're with/meet, the job, the living condition, all of those things are fine.
It's the drugs love.
I don't care what you feel when you're on them, I don't care about how much better life seems to be when you do them, I don't care how amazing they are, because let me just tell you something, are you listening? I really need you to LISTEN.
all of these things that you do, all the shit that you take,
IT.SCARES.US.TO.DEATH.
when you called me the other week and told me that you took 7 pills, plus tried ACID, you have no idea what that did to me, and I can't even begin to describe the look on katie's face when I told her. I seriously went crazy for a while, I worried so much it hurt! Plus I was mad!!!!!!
Julie, something really bad is going to happen to you. Just because it hasn't yet doesn't mean that it won't!
This isn't rocket science, it's common fucking sense! Do you realize that when you do stuff like this that you HURT KATIE AND I?!?!?! H-U-R-T
I don't know how many times I can say this to you. I feel like I'm talking to a wall. I say that you're hurting us, and you say I'm sorry, I don't mean to, blah blah blah, but the drugs are just so goddamn fabulous that you just can't give them up! No Sara, anything but that! DON'T ASK ME TO GIVE UP MY PRECIOUS DRUGS!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Why are they so fucking important? WHY?!?!!?!?!?! Why can't you just stop?! Honestly, would it be SO bad if you didn't do them anymore?
I don't want to compete with the drugs anymore, Julie, and niether does Katie. We're tired of it.
We won't stop loving you, nothing will change that, but if you love us like you say you do, then you'd show us.
Something's got to give, and I'm not one to give up that easily, but if I have to fight to keep my best friend when she welcomes the drugs and turning into someone that I don't like, well....I'm a fighter, but even I know when to quit.