Apr 13, 2005 16:56
cj called me after school. he asked if i wanted to hang out. i said i couldnt and told him that ive been seeing another guy. i think about cj all the time. he says he cant stop thinking about me either. i told him im not going to run back to him. he said "fuck you" and we argued for awhile. he told me that he couldnt stand to call me and constantly think about me anymore and that he has to cut me out of his life if we're not going to be together.
how miserable can you make me? as if i wasnt miserable enough without you, you have to have "all or nothing," there's no compromise or halfway point. i'm only trying not to think about you (constantly).