the greatest trick the devil pulled...........

[simplyuneeck]

so i think this is the very last thing i right in this explanation of self feeling. i always thought this live journal shit was stupid; its really not that bad. this whole method of talking to one self or just one; maybe more, can make a person feel like something or some great riff in life has been saturated with some sort of balance. balance can not be found on or in a cyber world or telephone lines. sorry but they can't but what they can do is push life a little more out of the womb. into a very perendicular world. burrrr....the world; so cold. And yet we all some how know here or there is something more. rather the other side or the future maybe today. just as we face the moon, we turn it away. love both worlds. all the pain all the love everything. i was one to favor pain, i really did. but i never liked to see the world hurt, people hurt, individuals hurt: maria hammes,mother;clifford rodriguez,brother;james hammes,(senoir)father; eric sexton,brother/friend;cindy cardinal,friend/mother;jeannie rodriguez, aunt/mother; zach woshlager,xx; max hammes, companion/friend/shoulder/my dog; jen blah; friend; little bus, friend; jeff,gabby,sal, even robert, ect ect ect ever one who i made contact with. cherry cherry cherry god my heart still yearns.....rachel.....in my dreams i catch clouds. now awake i catch all dreams to catch clouds. its so much more than any one then any they then i can even speak or do. i love rachel...i die for rachel. son of a bitch eric, one true friend to hell hand to hand....maybe to heaven? love for a soul. if vision finds weary roads to dark my fire flies will help embark. inside. inside. inside of me. only eric knows that. and if he dont he will.i still cry...but these are good tears. i am meant to weep for you and me. i will never change only grow. somehow my life hit a bump and landed on me. i did forget and did lose HOPE. but never lost myself just found something else. i believe and anybody can hold me to it. i know this world i know its core i know its humanity. i am this world. bad and good. elegant,raw,man,woman,dog,cat i am not a thinker i am now a knower. my brain is at rest waiting for autumn. waiting....for THE.....du du dum......if i told ya i would be talking out of turn. somethings are supposed to be opened only on christmas. wiat till your ear turns, dont follow mine. youll go def.

two poeple brought me back and they are all i need. my heart is healed but my rain still falls. its just me. james. a simple minded simple kinda guy. you cant stop a storm but you can have your first kiss under the rain drops. you can drive in a car find a way to let go and talk with lips that a heart pulls. my loves, my friends i am the rain. run..hide...play...love....dance....kiss....live a life that is truly your own.

the world will burn with the reflection in my eyes. poeple will be happy controlled choas. (wink wink cherry).......bye my friends with square heads and faces that glow never said alot but found all the right words there is and alwas be so much more i a have to say....but not on this thing..call me maybe we all can have a picnic. 586 943 8037 love pyce and chicken grease..i love rachel and eric.. with every tomorrow that comes....