now that i got your attention....

[simplyuneeck]

what in the fuck? for one. lets be honest. the jen and jess sig-g-a-tion (hee). crazy? yes. i didnt lie when i said its hard for me to trust in things and people. one out of two. a girl i blinked for, ran past me to get higher. two out of two. a girl that supposably supposed to understand, trys to mold me into a verbal statue. Not happening.and

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hey buddy!!!

[alphaxi01jen]

When have I ever called you a pimp? I believe if you scroll down into your comments on your other entry you will see me responding to you cousin...."james is far from a pimp". When I talked to you about kelly. I told you"she isn't the emo girl your used to." Not calling YOU emo or labeling you in any way (god forbid) but saying most of the people and girls you see are all little emo groupies. Kelly is an airhead, and for you to be in depth and try to explain things to her she dosent get it. She dosen't read in between the lines. She dosen't understand things unless your blunt and repeat yourself. I trusted in you both. Especially you becuase I thought you knew me and understood who I actually was. You accepted that. But then when jessica looked "higher" That was the end of me. Becuase there was no foursome anymore. It was me and eric and you. Do I blame you no. Do I blame jess...no. I just didn't think things would be like this. I miss you both. And one day when you and eric are just with each other and no one else becuase no one is like you two (or so you think....we just dont' all use big words and over analyze) you will wish you hadn't ignored everyone that actually cared about you. Believe it or not jessica misses you alot. The other day she looked at me and said "jen it wasn't suppose to be like this" and I looked back and said "i know". I know you both said when we first met you, that people can't get enough of you because of how you talk to them. Even when your done with them, they still call. Well, I dont' want to be one of those people. I didn't like as a friend because I thought you were smarter, or cute, or amazing, I liked your personality. We had fun together, and I thought you would be there for me. Oh well....life goes on.

Re: hey buddy!!!

[simplyuneeck]

you really dont know what the fuck is going on. wanna fight? jess does not miss me she misses who she thinks i am. wanna fight? fight? wanna? maybe theres room for one more talk. this time you will get everything. ?????
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