what i life to live
so.. i m kinda mellow right now, kinda just relaxed. happy nor' sad if i was here or not. or there and ok...i always think a can run away from myself. i always think that i can change my life. and why couldn't i, i can change everybody elses. Bring in the black cloudes and wet cheeks. here comes the truth..drum roll please..bA PLDPDLPDLPLDPDLPLPDLPLDPDLPDLPDLPDL crash!!! and the truth is, there is no changing my life. so why do i try to change it? why does the sun want to shine on us? who the fuck knows. but it happens and i try. well i have decided that this is gonna be the summer that we talk about in 5 years. when that familair smell or taste always brings you back to the second...of when it really happend. thats gonna be this summer. i have a to do list. get drunk die. get drunk die. get drunk talk to girls then drink then die. drink my drank that i drunk then die. but if um anything die...................................................2......n...................................? hey everyone just smile for today cry for yesterday.