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Go ahead..../// Lose it all \\\
Thats how I feel, getting lost in the moment, only focused on a dream... Somtimes I wonder if all that I'm doing is in vain.... have a I really accomplished what I have set out to do? I've pulled myself away from everything that is comfortable only to search and find that happiness is only temporary... **sigh**.... Well this weekend was good times, on friday me and manda went to go to Lacy's house to watch movies and we played this disney game... first off... competitive athlethes should never play games together... things got a little outta hand... it was good times with the ladies... lots of new jokes and many a smiles... also we ate a lot of cookies :) yummm I do love cookies :) brant came over and we watched the perfect murder... not too shabby...Then saturday morning manda and I ate ice cream for breakfast, as only college student can do... then watched my "My So Called Life" all day.... have i mentioned to you that i am absolutely in love with that show :) thanks to the michelle who brought that wonderful series into my life... muah xoxoxo kisses and hugs to her... then I went ice skating with some of the softball girls... it was fun but sad because i had decided not to play softball this year for many a reason... ive sucessfully joined and quit a sport in a year woowhooo go me... thats got to be a new record or somthing .... then we went to dinner and came back and watched movies... Amy and i got to have some good conversation which i loved... that girl makes me smile :) then sunday i actually got up and went to church... go me... i think i might acutally be turning into a morning person... then went to visit some of my friends that i havnt seen in a while... that was good times :)...later today i will go run errands eat dinner with michelle and go to many a meetings ... I dunno its so weird... i .... well... nevermind.. i cant even think straight in my own head.... so confused :/ but life is going well... because really there isnt anything that i have control over that is going wrong... well not wrong persay but differently... so i have to just sit back and relax.... but really when i do think about it ... i am definitely a blessed girl... :) so im going to smile because today is beautiful