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Jul 17, 2005 16:59

It's a grey day today.

I'm bored...I have nothing to do...and I woke up sad for some reason?

Oh, I know why.

I was supposed to be on the beach all week!!!!!
But I'm not sad about not being with the people I'm suppose to be there with, I'm sad because I'm not there period. Who wouldn't want to spend a week on the beach with nothing else to do?

Anywho, enough daydreaming. I've come to the conclusion that I need to be sent back to school immediately. I can't stand wasting the summer away with nothing but work work work and an occasional friend or two. I wish Liz lived closer by, and Ali too. I wish Kel and Drew didn't have to work when I have the day off, and vice versa. I hope this summer ends with a happy ending......<3

I miss the following people and I need them back in my life ASAP: Liz, Ali, Mike, Matt, and Libby.....maybe even Danielle too.

The other day I actually wished that I could be Kira or Krystle. Granted raising a child is probably the hardest job in the world, but at least they know where they stand in life. I want to know where I belong. Yeah, I know, I'm lucky...I get to go to school (which I am very thankful for everyday) and I get to have my freedom for a few more years without having to care for a child, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I had been in either of their positions. Here I am, seeing two of my best friends with lives that I could never imagine, and it hurts me and opens my eyes to not know what they experience everyday.

Wow, what a depressing post.

Anyway, on to good stuff....Drew and I went swimming yesterday. It was great. I'm totally sunburned...but it was worth it.

Kel-Dawg and I are gonna go see two of my favorite actors (Owen & Vince) and favorite actress (Rachel McAdams) EVER in Wedding Crashers tonight...so excited!

It's better to have fun with the people you love and who love you back instead of wasting your time with someone who doesn't. ~~> That's how I'm living from now on.
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