when i went home to visit this past weekend, i realized how much i missed my friends. i have friends up here in austin, but they can't replace or even come close to veronica and christian. they are my soul mates and loves of my life. hurry up and come live up here!
i have been watching more stupid shows on tv since i have so much extra time. i am obsessed with that reality show manhunt and she's a lady. one night when watching these with luis and adrian, i got the wonderful idea to put makeup on them. they let me. they looked so pretty.
having a long distance relationship is so fucking hard. god i miss gilbert so much. we've been fighting over stupid stuff lately and i hate it because i know a lot of the times it's just us being stupid and we kiss and makeup like we would in person. he's so scared that i'm gonna leave him. the latest thing is that he isn't moving up in december. he's gonna wait another semester since things with his new band are going so well and they need him to record and stuff. i was a little upset, but willing to wait. he's just paranoid. i wish i hadn't said or done some of the things i did. i'm such a retard. i'm so lucky he loves me so much.