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How I feel today...
Rather this morning... i wrote a poem...
Change
A word
A way of life
Which no one lives without
This change has destroyed me
Inside and Out
Slow and Gradual change
Irreversible
And realizing it now
I can't go back
I liek my new friends
My new schoo
And everything else
But for some unexplainable reason
I am not happy
Try as hard as i might
I am not happy.
I try and change
Unconciously i realize
For those aroudn me
It is part of my nature
But why when i did it before I felt
Better...
More complete...
And i feel like
You must complete your own soul
Before you allow another
To take it and shelter it
As a part of thier own
Or else you feel like you're pulled
In so many directions and
Soon enough you realize you've lost your way to go
Can't tell which one is right
Or wrong...
And its hard,
Very hard...
Not knowing what to do with yourself
(Especially when you have done so much wrong)
And i think i can't
Stand change
I mean i can
But not right now
I need a semblance of normalcy
I wish i could
Take a step in
The sand and
Sink, just stay
Where i am for a while
lean how the sand squeezes between my toes
Feel the waves washing over my feet
Run my fingers through your hair
Sand scattered everywhere . . .
Press my lips to yours
Tasting like the moist salty sea . . .
And my arms around you
Making all space and time freeze
As I love you
For the moment
Which would last
Eternity.
xoxo
Last Night
I was inside of you
Last night
While making love to you
I saw the sun,
The moon,
The mountains and
The rivers
I saw heaven when
I made sweet love to you
>Last Night By Az Yet
I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high
And steal your pain away
>Broken By Evanescence
The real me used to laugh all night
Laying in the grass just talking about life...
[. . . ]
With you
I can let my hair down
I can say thing
Crazy
And knwo you catch me right before i hit the ground
With nothing but a tee shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
baby as i do now
Now that I'm with you, with you, with you
>With you By Jessica Simpson
And i wait for the post man to bring me a letter
And i wait for the good lord to make me feel better
And i carry the weight of the world on my shoudlers
Family in crisis taht only grows older
[. . .]
I am broken but I am hoping
[. . .]
I am crying a part of me is dying
[. . .]
I dream of another you, one who would never leave me.
>Confessions of a Broken Heart By Lindsey Lohan
Alone...
I been sittin here waitin by the fone
Give anything to hear your tone
It was all my fault
I knowNow I just stand here alone
Still remember the day when everything went wrong
Try to think ho wit would be if you hadn't gone away
Shoulda made you stay
Stormy nights and cloudy days
Can i fix it what can i do what can i say
Feels as if im stuck in a maze
With no way out i think im going insane
So alone with out you
Where did you go i miss my baby boo
Alone . . .
>Alone By Marques Houston
These are randon from music i am listening to
~MuCh LoVe UnO~