Life and Changes, Make sum moves...
Damn it's been 3mnths since I last updated but I haven't much to talk about.
Today while I was a work I had an emotional break down on the inside. Being isolated in the room I was workin in with 3 other people and no one talkin gave me time to actually sit down and think. Last year I contemplated on changin the scenery a bit and movin to Florida. I decided against and stayed here to go to school. Im back on makin that decision again. My grandma asked me the other day bout movin and I tol her I couldn't do it due to the fact im a city girl. Havin time to myself to actually think got me really thinkin bout makin that move. If nothin falls thru within the next couple months with a Medical Assistant position im definately gonna make that move. I haven't yet brung this up to my parents but im sure they will think my grandma had sumden to do wit this decision.
I need a fresh start.
I mean I jus feel so drained out like there's nothin left for me to do. I'm not happy wit the life im livin right now and I feel that its gonna bring me to a state of depression. Everytime I sit and think bout it I get emotional. I need a change somewhere and I think that movin will do it.
The only thing that hold me back is the love I have for my family (or shall I say the ppl who raised me and their families) They are basically all I know. I been with them since I was 2 months old. They are basically my life and without them openin up their hearts and takin me in who knows where i'd end up. I don't want this to get too long and borin i'll continue this in another update...
Today while I was a work I had an emotional break down on the inside. Being isolated in the room I was workin in with 3 other people and no one talkin gave me time to actually sit down and think. Last year I contemplated on changin the scenery a bit and movin to Florida. I decided against and stayed here to go to school. Im back on makin that decision again. My grandma asked me the other day bout movin and I tol her I couldn't do it due to the fact im a city girl. Havin time to myself to actually think got me really thinkin bout makin that move. If nothin falls thru within the next couple months with a Medical Assistant position im definately gonna make that move. I haven't yet brung this up to my parents but im sure they will think my grandma had sumden to do wit this decision.
I need a fresh start.
I mean I jus feel so drained out like there's nothin left for me to do. I'm not happy wit the life im livin right now and I feel that its gonna bring me to a state of depression. Everytime I sit and think bout it I get emotional. I need a change somewhere and I think that movin will do it.
The only thing that hold me back is the love I have for my family (or shall I say the ppl who raised me and their families) They are basically all I know. I been with them since I was 2 months old. They are basically my life and without them openin up their hearts and takin me in who knows where i'd end up. I don't want this to get too long and borin i'll continue this in another update...